i hate her.. !!~~

alright.. i made this blog page to bash right?? so i'm gonna bash la..
there's this one girl i know.. so annoying.. she's like never think about others.. only think about herself...
having to see her everyday makes me hates her more..!
she's like always wanted to be with her peers only.. and blaming everyone if she felt unsatisfied about something.. saying everyone aroud her is this and that.. when the blame is suppose to be on her..
her gang are really flexible with me and everyone else.. but not her..!! she don't want to be around anyone else!! she said.. she don't talk about what they talk.. so she can't fit in..~~
hey!! if you want to get into a group you have to fit in yourself.. not they fit in like you...
then you blame them for not talking to you.. how can they talk to you if you keep running away from them.. maybe 1 out of 10 times you are around them.. do you realise that everyone hates you??.. do you realise that??.. and she likes this one guy.. but she never admitted it.. but she always talk about him.. and smile shyly around him.. and if we ask her did she like that boy.. she'll say.. no..!! but it's so obvious .. that she likes him sooo much!! it's annoying..!!
to that particular girl..,, you can't blame everyone for not talking to you the way they talk to everyone else.. they spend thier time with that person much no longer that you.. and don't blame other people when they don't talk to you.. there's saying goes.. when we are blaming people around and we think we are the only person that is wrong... the true blame is actually on us.. there's must be something wrong with us when everyone don't like us.. right??

i hope you can change yourself.. i don't want to be in the middle..
you have to accept changes.. and change accordingly.. not lose your personality.. but be more considerate with others.. okay? smile always..!

first post = first misery

of course its not my first misery,..
but there's sure a lot of things in my mind.. that make me build another blog..
so that i could pissed off..

so let's use this font colour so i could cool down...
first of all.. i really hope not one of my friends could find this blog...
second.. i don't care if anyone says I'm snobby or what.. i am going to b like that...

reason why i made this blog..

1. because i want to let out my anger
2. because i can't barely breathe with all this life challenges
3. because i have no one that i can lean on..
4. because i don't want to choose to cry over misery's ...


that's enough reason i guess..

alright so what's really messing with my mind is that...
i ditched school for already one week.. dun worry I'll b back soon...
i ditched it because I'm sick... i had fever...
so my studies are now.. upside down.. and worse is my trial exam is just around the corner...
so this Sunday i will have to study like.. hell??

and i really hope that i can say NO!!! for anything that i don't like.. for anything that i dislike.. for anything that i don't want...
but i just can't ... I'm to kind.. so what??